Seems like my last blog really turned things up. All the sudden I went from someone people looked up to, and changed into someone people have begun to question. The feedback of “you aren’t who we thought you were,” got thrown at me for telling the truth about many of our “idols” and divulging in the lifestyle I now lead.. Just because I’m telling it like it is, doesn’t make me any less of an athlete or dull down the triumphs that I’ve fought through. Here’s a taste of reality my friends, I’m still human. I still sweat the same and bleed just as everyone else. I don’t work any less hard for what I want to achieve just because I reached for extra help. At the end of the day, its my decision how I lead my life just like it’s yours to choose to read this, follow me on social media or even look at me for inspiration.
And with that thought in mind…
Inspiration… Where does it come from when you’re reaching for something that seems impossible to touch sometimes? What drives you to keep pressing forward on days that try to push us back? What makes us strive harder during moments that we beg to give up? For every individual the answer is one of a kind but gives the same result, the ability to accomplish the task at hand. Whether small or large, life’s struggles can easily succumb us to negativity and at times makes us want to cripple under the pressure. So what gives you strength in a time of angst? It can be a desire, a person, an object, an idea and even if it’s a far-fetched dream, if it pushes you to make progress then its worth the hold.
I gain much of my mental strength from my physical strength and visa versa. I pull from both sources to motivate the other. I think about all that my weathered eyes have seen through the years, how heavy my heart has been before, how much weight I’ve carried alone and how I’ve gotten through it all step by step to get to the place I am now. How even when I’ve felt like I was at my last leg (physically and mentally speaking), I kept trudging forward not allowing the elements to deter me. But some days are too tough to look back at my accomplishments or down at my leg for motivation and I need something more to push me through my moments of fear. Or maybe it isn’t something at all…maybe its more like someone.
I think everyone should have someone who they look up to. Whether a person that you are related to, a friend or someone as influential as the president, looking up to an individual for their strengths is healthy. If you have known me for any where of oh 5 minutes, you know who I have looked up to on days where I felt like I couldn’t lift another ounce of steel or for energy to get me through my 55+ hours work weeks. She’s a model of fitness and a shining example of what you can accomplish when you keep your mind focused and character gracious. Shes a champion in the body building world and a successful business owner, all while keeping her personality grounded and realistic. She does charity work and travels constantly, but keeps her diet and workouts on point and intense. You see her rockin the baddest of her brand and the cover of magazines, with a teeth clenching look and the rocker symbol flashed. She’s a model of accomplishments and a leader in the industry I call home. She is Dana Linn Bailey.
Dana isn’t just an icon, to me she’s a symbol of what I’m trying to accomplish. Like myself, she started off a figure competitor, decided to take a leap of faith and ended up rising to the top of the physique world. I began following her about 3 years ago after she won her title for the first ever pro physique competitor. After watching her videos on youtube I began to research her and found out all that she has accomplished in her young life. She is a superstar who can rock pull ups on a goalie post or bench over her body weight, inspiring others to be more rounded athletes and not just focus on lifting weights. She owns a clothing company with her husband Rob that they built from the ground up, becoming a successful business owner along with the title of pro athlete. You see her surprising her fans constantly, showing gratitude for the people who have helped her rise to the top. She’s a tomboy but has the girliest laugh, making people around her smile from it being contagious. SO do you see the correlation? Her reality is my dream, which hopefully will one day be my life.
She is a regular person, just like you and I, but how can you not be drawn to such a strong individual? Too many people put celebrities on pedestals when in reality they are normal people who have just gone above and beyond to make sure their dreams come true. Having admiration and appreciation for an individual whose behavior you would like to emulate isn’t young minded, it’s mature. You know what you want in life and by finding people (whether on a personal level or in a public figure) who carry your mindset, allows you to see more clearly the path on which to obtain it. While I don’t put her in an idol category, the admiration I have for her as an athlete and public icon are high. I have a photo of her that I look at everyday…yes everyday and say Ill get there…time and hard work I’ll get there. And guess what?! That reminder. That photo. That little glimpse reminds me and motivates me EVERY DAMN DAY. How?? Because I was once the size she was when she started…and now she is larger than life in so many ways.
(photo in the middle is of Dana a year into training for her first figure show. The side photos are of me after training for physique from figure for about 9 months)
And it’s not only her physical prowess that amazes me. I truly believe that she has gotten as far as she has because she has stayed humble and down to earth. When deciding to go for a goal that will be obtained in the public eye, one needs to possess that “it” factor. The special something-something that catches the people’s eye and keeps them tuned in. The ability to stay true to yourself but please the public is not an easy task and one has to be able to handle the pressure of the sometimes cruel words of the world. Dana not only is one of the most conditioned female body builders I’ve ever seen, but she also has a sound heart that sets a proper example in our industry. Sponsors feature her because she’s constantly taking photos with adoring fans and judges love her because she is top notched at every show. She shows her human quirky personality on her youtube channel but her husband also films her breaking killer sweats in their own gym. You don’t hear bad things about her nor do you see trashy photos of her spewn all over the web once she became pro. She has kept her balance and gone above and beyond to achieve her status while keeping her nose clean out of trouble. And isn’t that what my goal is…to make my dream come true all while staying grounded. Are you seeing more and more why this woman is such a creature of inspiration?
I’ve cleaned up my act a lot from what I once was. The partier, the troublemaker, the deadend. And when I finally decided to get my act together a few years ago I had to clean up much of the mess I had caused from years of a party girl reputation. When I decided to shoot for this dream of becoming an IFBB Pro, I had to realize that if this were to come true, that I would have to really be sure I could handle the on look of the public eye. While I’ve experienced it on a smaller level, being that I’m a well known zumba teacher and trainer in the area, I could potentially be taking this to a larger scale which would be a hell of a lot more pressure. I’ve been offered the naked photo shoots for a quick buck, or the hook ups with the suppliers to make my way up the food chain, but why would I risk that? Put aside the lack of morals it takes to screw someone to move up in the industry but what about the fact that it would come back to haunt me when I achieve the title I’ve put so much work in towards obtaining. The bullshit just isn’t worth it. I would rather work my tuccus off and come out a shining star for my efforts and good behavior rather than having my legs open and a decent physique…and yes people in the industry do that…shocker?? Didnt think so. I remember being at a show one time and a pro figure competitor was helping to host the event. My coach at the time had PLENTY to say about her, including showing me what came up when he googled her name…and it had nothing to do with being on a body building stage…although she was rocking a stage, wearing clear heels and a thong. See your past comes up to bite you when you become a search engine topic. Pull up google and fill in some names in my industry you know and see what happens. Be careful though that your grandmother isn’t around because she may slap you upside the head when she thinks you’re about to whack off to porn…Yeah its that graphic. Now type in Dana Linn Bailey and see what comes up. Go ahead snoop around, try to dig something up that has any negativity to it. Good luck. Because you won’t find what your grams would beat you with a broom for.
Being an inspiration to someone isn’t a joke. I take it very seriously when someone comes up to me and says the I inspire them. To me its an honor not a right, just because I lift weights, that I can hear those words. I only deserve them if I’ve worked hard mentally and physically and kept my head level and heart whole. See so many gym rats think they are held to a certain level over others because they lift weights and compete…wrong. It’s the attitude you hold all while lifting and competing. Anyone can strictly diet but doing it with a smile and encouraging others to make healthy choices is what makes you a motivation for others. I not only want the title but I want to rest my head at night hoping that I helped to inspire someone to make healthy choices or follow their dreams that day. Whether on a small or large-scale, I would hope that I hold even a small candle to what Dana has done for me, without her even knowing it. Just looking at her picture or seeing how her business is growing makes me want to push harder during my workouts or work the longer hours, if it will help me get to my goal as pro. It’s a hard balance to have, but knowing that I can help make someone’s life more fruitful while driving my own dreams forward, is worth the sweat and sacrifice.
Live your life’s dreams the way you imagine it. Whether it be getting your masters degree or accomplishing the task of motherhood, becoming the professional football player or starting your own business, march forward but with class. Its important to remember where you’ve come from and that you can touch others along they way, inspiring them to beat the odds. Knowing that you could be helping someone just by being focused on your future will make you a more rounded individual and when you make it to the top, wherever that may be, you will have much more support than you could ever imagine.
I have yet to meet her, but one day I hope to shake her hand, take a photo with one of those duck face teeth clenching grins and say Thank you for being you while you kept focusing on you. To me, that would be a dream come true. And I hope that through this journey, my story and behavior too will be contagious. I hope to be someone’s FITspiration. I don’t need thousands of likes on my instagram or notoriety only in the industry through mouth (and I’m not talking verbally here….) I want to be a good example while being real…and having reality and my dreams collide.
How will you make a difference?